After losing my father , I was involved in an accident, my businesses collapsed, my health became critical and I was depressed to the point of death . Life seemed unfair . My situations seemed unique and God was portrayed as the ultimate enemy as the devil and I became close friends.
I tried all I could to recover all that I had lost but nothing seemed to resurrect . Not even a sign of from mama Winnie came so much that even my new friend found nothing more to kill in me - I was empty and my grave was clear . Struggling to find words to fit my prepared orbituarty along side my life apology letter to my dearest mom and siblings as committing suicide was my earliest parole to the prison called life .
Understand that you will deserted by everyone you know, to many you will be a nuisance, to your family , a burden and to your friends , a curse but remember that the Lord is closer than you think.
Don't ever bow before your misfortunes or troubles but rather worship Yaweh more in your hardships . You need faith muscles and those muscles don't come easy .
Sitting down one Sunday alone . I gave thought to how all the above had grown me , strengthened me and enlarged me . Amazed at the wisdom and knowledge I had gained from all the misfortunes of my life . From that that day I slept peaceful as I understood the God i served more audibly and began to wake up with a blessed spirit everyday.
The storms of life are not to kill you but to train you to have solid faith and a loving heart no matter . We are fortunate to have tragedy this small so much that we must be grateful . It could have been worse .
It is at this very moment without tears and a clear vision that you now realize "I can take another blow" - Bring it on Life!
